IN MEMORY I WROTE YOU DOWN IN INK

casedeea @ 2005-12-09T23:52:00

2005-12-10T04:54:55Z

SO I GOT INTO 42ND STREEEET!

:-D

IM SO UNBELIEVABLY EXCITED LIEK NO OTHER!

fewwwwwwww....YEAH!!!

so im writing in this today so i can look back and be like...wow i worked my fucking ass off for ANY place in this play...and im gonna be like....ok so december 9th 2005 is when i made it into my 1st highgschool musical...or play for that matter...

ok well im done

i love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

&hearts;casey!!!

FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-29T19:21:58Z

I FUCKING PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!....I HAVE MY PERMIT NOW BIZNATCHES!!!!!!!!!...:)....HOLY SHIT!....IM SO EXCITED! :-D

IM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!....im gonna b driving with my lisence by next summer!...hell yes! :)

ok well i love you all!....:)

later

casey!

watch napolean dynomite in french bitches!!!!!!!!!...lol!

2005-06-27T22:14:06Z

holy shit!...i havnt written in this thing in soooooooooooooooooooooo friggin long!!!!!!!!!!!!.....haha!.....like whoa!....lol....yeah i have had a good summer so far....very eventful....i was supposed to get my permit this morning...but then we realized that we didnt have everything that we needed to get it, like social security card, and all that shizznat...lol.....yeah and i was kinda happy cuz i was up soooo late watching napolean dynomite with dave last night....haha....like til 4:30 or something in the morning...and then he fell asleep right b4 i put the french version on....PHAHAHAHA!...but it was all good...haha....and then i got up @ like 9:30...haha...and then we realized we didnt have that stuff...so me and my mom went to go get lunch @ chris' delli!...and then went to her office where i had an emotional breakdown...but its all good now.....and then we went to walmart where i bought a VENUS VIBRANCE RAZOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....lol!....they r awesome!.....thanks to brittany 4 the idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....lol!....so yeah..and i got home and used it...and it worked sooooo well!....haha!....ok well i love you all but i have 2 go eat now.....later!

**casey**

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH DEESE!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-24T18:12:22Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH RAE DEESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HOPE U HAVE THE BEST EFFING BIRTHDAY EEEEEVVVVVVVVERRRRRRRR!......I LOOOOVEEEEEE U SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!....IM GONNA GET U A COOL ASS PRESANT JUST LIKE U GOT ME!...ALL THE THINGS THAT REMIND ME OF YOU! : )!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......I WILL GET IT TO U SOON!....:) I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU,

CASEY!

hey!

2005-06-03T20:52:17Z

im happy!:)

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2005-06-02T17:03:24Z

I Dont Know What I Feel Anymore?....So, If Someone Does...Could They Please Let Me Know?

wow its been a while!

2005-05-30T23:08:45Z

damn its been a long time ya'll!

i dont think im gonna go over everything that ive done but how about the basics!?....lol
ummm...well i just finished the musical review shows last week!..and they acctaully went surprisingly well!.....i was very proud!...and i didnt mess up too too bad...haha!....and my ankle is getting better!...haha!,,,like ti was weird cuz during the show it didnt hurt cuz my addrynalin was running and stuff, but then when i got home i was like ...holy mother of jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..it hurt soooo bad!...hahaha!....but yeah!...it was soooooo much fun!...im thinking of doing it next year!...yay!....yeah.....

i just got back from the beach!...it was reallllly fun!.....my mom's friend and her family were renting out a house @ sunset beach for 2 weeks, so she invited us to come and join them for a weekend...so we did and it was sooo much fun!....i got really burnt on my back cuz i fell asleep on the beach ...and i woke up and i was like "o shit!"....i knew i was gonna b burnt!...haha!...but it wasnt too too bad...but it hurts...haha....but its all good!....:)...yeah im home now and im bored...and not looking 4ward 2 exams @ all.....

******on the 7th from 4-9, me and ashley conn r having a party @ her house for the end of the year....and its gonna b cool!....so ask me 4 directions!....yeah...!....she has a hot tub!.....lol.....;)...well...yeah....it'll b fun! :).....ok well im gonna go now!.....much love!.........later! :)

lemon glass...idk what that means i just like the word a lot!...!

2005-05-24T23:30:22Z

man!...i havnt written in this thing in sooooooooooo friggin long!....ive been on myspace lately....but yeah....well ill try 2 catch u up as much as i can...ummm...2morrow is the opening night of our big performance!....for musical theater!...and im scared outta my mind!....but im also really excited!...there r sooo many people that i know that r going!...damn!...lol!....but yeah neways....we have pretty much been having rehersal non stop!...haha...im sooo warn out!...yeah and 2day @ rehersal me, sophi, deven, and rosie were going 2 get costume pieces, and that was up on the second floor, and then i was in my character shoes on the tile floor with a really heavy box..and guess what....my my ankle gave way and my ankle fucking twisted!!!!!!!!!!.....and it hurt soooo bad!.....like omg!....it hurt...and it still hurts like a mofo!....and i can barely walk on it, so idk how im gonna b able 2 dance on it 2morrow and thursday....im gonna b in sooo much pain!....but yeah so that was my day after school...haha.....and yeah.....im sooooooooooooooooooooo excited though cuz my mom told me 2day that me and her r going 2 the beach this weekend!...and we r going with a woman that she goes 2 school with, and her son and daughter...and we r staying in a beach house in sunset beach!...and its gonna b looooaaaaadddds of funnnn!...im really excited!.....but yeah...thats pretty much all thats new....i havnt been too busy lately...just chillin around......

omg!-quinn- i havnt seen u barely @ alllll!...like in 4ever!.....i saw u once yesterday and that was it and i idnt c u @ all 2day.....we dont talk nemore......well...yeah...call me :)....please!.....:)...so yeah...luv ya! :)

man...these past few weeks have just been really draining...and very tiring....just from stuff...and im tired of it...yeah...and im tired...and i feel tired...and im just warn out...and want school 2 b ooooovvvveeerrrrr!....we only have like 1 more week....pretty much....but yeah..neways...i think im gonna go now.....and ice my foot cuz it hurts like a bitch!....later!...: )

my shampoooo issss n'ttttttt clean!

2005-05-16T23:29:31Z

wow!....2day was soooo long and very tiring!....1st block we had 2 b in for like 2 and a half ours or something liek that...or like 3 hours...and i had musical theater and it suuucked cuz we had rehersal alll fucking period!.....and it sucked ....plus all the tech kids were in there watching us....and thats not good...haha...cuz our dances arent very good at all and esspecially not good enough 4 an audience...lol...and then @ the end i was front and center and we had 2 sing a song with the group...and eli was laughing @ me :(....pahahaha!..but i have 2 admit it was pretty damn funny!...haha!...yeah and so that was fun i guess....and then i went to world history for liek 5 min....and i 4got that we only had 5 min in that class so i was ready 2 work and everything and tehn the bell rang and i was like wtf!...haha...so yeah....then i went to spirit square....and me , abbey, cindy, and fredonna worked on our "Spice Up Your" life lip sinking dance!..and that was fun cuz we got some of the choreographing done!..and its HOTT!...lol!so yeah then we went to lunch and that was fun...and then i went to english and that was ok....ya know...english...haha....then i had 2 stay after school again!...4 guess what?...MORE FUCKING REHERSAL!..but its all good!....then i left @ 5:30 and went home and ate food!..so yeah now im gonna go...later!

that pissed the crap out of me off!!!!!....hehe : )-casey-the best comer upper with in the world!

2005-05-14T16:48:59Z

hey hey hey every1......awwwww...last night was sooooo fun!...me and abbey went to go see quinn, shieanne, rebeccah, and every1 else dance!...it was sooooo good!...they all did beautifully!...but yeah so we got there and bought our tickets...and then mea and hannah and abbey, and eli talked 2 people from the balconi and to the dancers lookin down @ us and then we said hey 2 the sound and light crew...hahaha!...yeah and then we watched the show and then went to intermission and got starbusts and then we all went to watch the rest of the show and chilled afterwards....and said hey 2 all the performars!.....so yeah then we had 2 go, so me, my mom, abbey, martina, lydia chris and eli walked out side and then we all said bye 2 eli and then my mom took martina lydia and chris home.....and then abbey came home with me and then we ate fooooood!..and then we ate klondike bars....O WAIT!...i mean kodiak bars!...pahahahaha!.....but yeah they were still realllly good!.....:).....and eyah then we got on the internet and talked 2 people and then we watched 'the others' and then we fell asleep!...and yeah i had dreams about flying on broom sticks and it was coooool!...cuz abbey was wearing jeans and a shirt to match!....lol....(dont ask)....hehe!.....so yeah well abbeys stayin with me allllll weekend.....yay!....lol!....so yeah and then 2night we r going 2 c 'the near misses' EVA'S BAND!...so yeah that will b loads of fuuuuuun!...so yeah!...im gonna go now!....later! :)

making love =dancing!

2005-05-11T23:56:15Z

wow!..2day was sooo long and fun!....this morning me and quinn had a little "tiff"...but then we missed eachother and realized that "casey and quinn" ne er fight!!...not since 5th grade 4 trill!...but yeahand so we were cool then...and then when the day was over i walked eli to his bus, and then i went to meet zaire, kristen, abbey, lea, and some other people by the car lot...it was fun!...and then me hannah zaire lea and kristen stayed aftre school and chilled!...and it was fun!...tehn we took the bus to NODA and chilled!...but yeah so i g2g sry i couldnt give more deatail cuz i gotta go 2 my moms friends bday!..later! :)

happyness!

2005-05-10T19:26:24Z

im happy :)

I WANNA KISS A LITTLE BOY!

2005-05-09T00:49:37Z

oooooo this weekend was reallllly fun!....on friday i went to my stepmoms brothers house 2 kinda celebrate mothers day and we went to the penguin 4 dinner and then we went to dairy queen!...lol...yummmmmmmmmm!...then we went back 2 my dads house and on saturday i woke up @ like 7:30 2 go to drivers ed with quinn...and it was fun!.....except 4 the fact that quinn and mr ingram got into a little tiff...it was bad...but funny.....lol!...so yeah after drivers ed quinns mom picked us up and took us 2 mcdonalds and then we went to concord mills 2 meet eida savannah and hilary there for eidas birthday...it was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!.....quinn was looking @ this ring and she knocked over the whoooooooooooooooole tray of rings and like broke the thing!...it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funny!.......then we went into hot topic! and me and quinn were looking @ shirts..and then the reaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllly realllllllllllllly hotttttttttt guy that worked there came up 2 us and started talking 2 us!...and he was hot btw!....lol!>...and then we had 2 leave so we said bye and then left......then we shopped 4....ummm....yeah thats all im gonna say about that...hahahahaha!...so yeah then eida's mom picked us up and dropped me and quinn off @ my dad's house......and thenwe went back 2 concord mills 2 see 'guess who'..it was reallllly good!...but yeah then we came home and talked on the internet..and then went to sleep @ like 3 oclock....

then on sunday sean took quinn home and me and sean went to CVS to get mother's day cards...and this lady ramned sean in the back of his car while we were inside..and then she came out and apologized and stuff and gave sean a hundred dollar check 2 repair the damages...it was cooL!..but yeah then me and sean took my mom out 4 mothers day and took her 2 wolfman pizza 4 lunch!....it was fun!.....yeah then i went to my grandmas house and slept and then i went back 2 my dads house and then i went back 2 my moms house and ate....lol!.....well im gonna go now!....later!...: )

casedeea @ 2005-05-07T19:32:00

2005-05-07T23:33:02Z

NEW LAYOUT!......OF COURSE QUINN HELPED!...BUT PRETTY MUCH DID THE WHOLE THING!....THANKS QUINNLY! :)

yay!

2005-05-05T18:57:03Z

yay!...yesterday was sooooo much fun!.....me and quinn got to drive around in a parking lot for like a little more then an hour....and we got to say hey 2 mr. ingram's home dogs from his ferturnity..(idk how 2 spell that)...but yeah it was funny......and then we got to drive in the neighborhood which was kinda hard but also really fun!...and then he let us drive on beaties ford road...and i got to change lanes...i was excited!....me and quinn both did soooooooooooooooooooooooooo good!.......i was soooooooooooooooooooooooo proud of us!.....and we get to do road side left and road side right turns 2day which is gonna b interesting cuz .....well....i dont like turning around and backing up and stuff....so yeah...quinns definitly gonna be better @ that.....and im scared outta my mind but im also really excited......we might get to drive uptown 2day which im a little scared about 2!....its gonna b dark...eekkkkk!.....lol...but it'll b cool....but yeah!...im excited!

******~i dont know what to do?.....~******.....?.......?.... .....? ....? ...? ..? .? :/

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

2005-05-03T23:56:40Z

QUINN!.....U HAVE 2 TRY!....PLEASE TRY EVERYTHING U CAN!......................PLEASE!...I REALLY WANNA DRIVE WITH U!.....PLEASE!.....CUZ IM SCARED!.....AND ITS GONNA B REALLY BAD IF U CANT DO IT!........:(

THIS WAS ME WHEN WE GOT THE PHONE CALL-------> : )

THIS IS ME NOW!----------> : (

CUZ IM SAD.......PLEASE DRIVE WITH ME!

haha...do u love me!?

2005-05-03T20:27:57Z

IF U LOVE ME...LEAVE A COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW HOW MUCH.....HEHE...THATS HOW BORED I AM!.....LOL.......................................................................LATER HOME SLICES! ; )

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2005-05-03T01:54:52Z

i feel soooooo sick!.....im sore and im acking all over and im sooooo tired!......and my throat hurts and it feels like im coming down with something...so im sry i dont think im coming 2 school again 2morrow :( ...but i love u all! and i hope u all have a great day 2morrow!.....sweet dreams 2 all! later!

:)

ABBEY!

2005-05-02T21:01:21Z

i love abbey....cuz shes not shabby...and she dosnt live in a cabby.....and she makes me feel habby!.....and not crabby!...THATS ABBEY!

I LOVE U ABBEY WABBY!...THIS ENTRY IS 4 U U U U U YOU!......LOL!>.....I LOVE ABBEY!.......ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY ABBEY!..............................................................I LOVE ABBEY!...............................................................SPOON! ABBEY KATHRYN SPOON!

URE MY NUDDY!....I MEAN BUDDY**!....LOL!.................i love u!.............!

BY::::CASEY!

casedeea @ 2005-04-30T12:58:00

2005-04-30T16:59:08Z

im tired and dont feel like writing a lot.....mmmmmm.....might b goin 2 liquid 1night...dont know....im bored....k...later!

damn that was fun!

2005-04-25T19:21:18Z

OMG!.........this weekend was soooooooooooooooo much fun!...on friday i went to my dads house and me and sean ordered a pizza 4 dinner cuz my dad and step mom were @ a party thingy...but yeah...then on saturday.....i woke up cuz quinnly called me....hahahaha! so then i woke up and me and my dad went to go get quinn from her house so we could go 2 the PERFORMATHON!...which is a festival thing where al the students from arts community center perform...and sean was singing 4 it so we went....and yeah then we me t abbey there...and then we ran into zakkeria zakkeria!...(AKA -zak)...but yeah....then we watched all these bands play...and then seans went on! and we all like cheered 4 him and stuff...it was awesome!...he sang boulavard of broken dreams, and that new simple plan song that i can never ever remember the name of....hahaha!...but yeah...so after that was over, me quinn and abbey went back 2 my dads house and chilled there and ate tacos....then after i took a shower and stuff...we wet out to liquid recordz......and we got there and we were the 1st 1s there..so we were like...."r we in the right place?"...so we sat down on the couch...and then we saw joey..(the guy that we were coming 2 c his band play)...and yeah so then we were releaved...hahaha...so then we were like..."y dont we call sam"...cuz she lives right near there.....so we did...and she came down and hung out with us....then we atched joey's band play...and they were good....so then when they were done, me and sam and quinn and abbey walked over 2 starbucks and got some coffe ...and then we walked back.......and then we saw AUSTIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...THAT GUY FROM THE GREEN DAY CONCERT WHO GOT PULLED UP ON STAGE AND GOT TO KEEP BILLY JOES GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!...and so we went up 2 him...and we were like....."hey",,,and he was like...."look @ my pick!!!!!!!!!..that billy joe armstroung gave me!.....dude!..."..and then he said it again..and again!...and again!...and it was funny....but yeah...it was funny...and then we talked 2 kyle....(the singer and guitar player from joeys band)...and we talked 2 him 4 a while and just chilled....hahaha!then quinns mom came 2 pick us up....and we chilled @ her house!....and got on the internet...and talked 2 elliott...and i hadnt seen him in 4ever!.....lol!...but yeah...then we went to watch a movie and fell asleep....then my mom came 2 pick me up the next moring @ like 1 o clock!...then i went home and got ready 2 go 2 my mom's friend's hosue and celebrated passover!...which was fun and filling!...haha!....then we went home and i did my hw and i went to bed!.....yay!...= fun weekend!...well im gonna go now.....later!

yay!

2005-04-23T02:19:18Z

yay!...im so excited 4 2morrow....its gonna b so cool, and fun!......ok...so 1st....i am gonna get up and get ready and stuff....then me and my dad r gonna go get quinn from her house, and then we r gonna go 2 the performathon which is a festival type performance thing that all the students @ the performing arts center play @ ...and seans gonna b in it...even though hes not a student there but we know the guys who teach there and they like sean so yea know how it is....lol!....but yeah neways...and i get 2 c all these people who i never get 2 c like....will, and miriam, and some other people i think..so yeah im excited!...and abbey might b coming 2!....yay!!!!!!!!!!!...so ummm...yeah then we r gonna go 2 liquid recordz and c sean's girlfriend's brother's band perform!...which will b pretty cool!...so we r excited 4 that 2!......so its just gonna b a day of MUSIC!....lol...yay!....so yeah then quinn;s mom is gonna pick us up @ like 10:30 or 11:00, and then im gonna spend the night with quinn and then bright and early im gonna go over 2 my mom's house and get ready 4 pass over!.....yeah thats right!.....CUZ IM JEWISH!....lol.....sry....neways...so that will b fun 2!...yeah so then im gonna go back home and SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!...cuz im still so friggin tired from GREEN DAY BITCH!.....lol...so yeah neways...im gonna go now!...cuz im really sleepy!...so yeah!.....later! : )

but the skin is bruised all along her thighs....

2005-04-22T00:13:45Z

The cold concrete cuts against her back
And her spirit spills with blood onto the pavement
Hands tied so tight behind her neck
And a silence falls, and everything changes
And everything dies, to you nothing’s alive, to you anymore
I guess you've gotten more than you might have wanted

If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
I would bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way
Again when you’re in my arms
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you

She drowns herself until the images erase
But the skin is bruised all along her thighs
Nightmares repeat refrain the memories of pain
In mental photographs haunting all the time so
She shuts her eyes, to you she tries to hide
From you, she falls asleep into dreams where she is safe

If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
And I’ll bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way
Again when you’re in my arms
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you

Put the weight on my shoulders
And the pain in my heart
Tie the knots in my stomach and you’ll let it tear me apart.
So tear me apart.
So I could be everything you need

And this silence strips me bare,
and your body pins me down.
I've never been so scared to breathe,
afraid to make a sound.
And all I know is you'll never let me go..
Just kick and scream, bite and bleed,
and make believe it's all a dream.

-Hidden In Plain View- "Bleed For You"

i love theis fucking song!

casedeea @ 2005-04-21T14:44:00

2005-04-21T19:08:14Z

GREEN DAY WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!

I HAD THE BEST TIME EVER @ GREEN DAY!...EVEN THOUGH WE WERENT ON THE FLOOR, WE STILL HAD AMAZING SEATS!......LIKE U WOULDNT EVEN BELIVE HOW GOOD OF A TIME WE HAD!.......

so, yeah...quinn rode the bus home with me and we came home and got ready and then her mom picked us up @ 4:00, and then we went over to cricket arena, and met ron and lydia there...and then we walked around and hung out.....and then we stood in line a 4 a while...and when we got in there we went ahead and got our t-shirts and stuff so we wouldnt have 2 wait in line after words, and then we got drinks...and then we saw hannah and hope!....I WAS SOOOOOOO HAPPY 2 C HOPE!.....I HADNT SEEN HER IN LIKE 4EVER AND I FINALLY SAW HER...BUT YEAH ....SO NEWAYS...THEN WE SAW SPENCER AND HIS HOT FRIENDS....LOL.....AND JUST CHILLED WITH SPENCER 4 A WHILE....THEN "MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE" CAME ON AND THEY WERE SOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!....ALTHOUGH I DIDNT KNOW NE OF THEIR SONGS, I STILL LIKED THEM A LOT!....THEN AFTER THAT, THERE WAS AN INTERMISSION, AND SO WE WENT INTHE "LOBY" TYPE THING, AND CHILLED.....THEN WE WENT BACK IN AND WAITED 4 GREEN DAY 2 COME ON!....AND IT FINALLY DID AFTER THIS DRUNK BUNNY CAME OUT ON STAGE.....AND IT WAS HILARIOUS!.......BUT YEAH...THE 1ST SONG THAT THEY PLAYED WAS "AMERICAN IDIOT" I THINK.....AND THEN THEY PLAYED A LOT OF MY FAVORITE SONGS THAT THEY HAD........I LOVED IT SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH...THEN THEY SAID THAT IT WAS THEIR LAST SONG AND THEN THEY HAD AN ENCORE!...SO THEY PLAYED LIKE A LOT MORE SONGS....THE LAST SONG THAT THEY PLAYED WAS "GOOD RIDDANCE", WHICH WAS 1 OF MY FAVORITE PARTS!.....but yeah....in the middle of the concert they called up a drummer, bassist, and electric guitar player 2 play 1 of their songs....and then @ the end of that song, the guitar guy got to keep the guitar, and the bassist got to stage dive!....so that was exciting!....and then my dad picked us up @ like 11, and then we took quinn home, and then we all went home adn i ate and took a shower, and washed my NEW GREEN DAY SHIRT!......hahaha!...and its really cool!....and then i got a ride to school with cole this morning, and then 2day was just tiring and boring.....bu yeah.....:::yawn:::...im tired...so im gonna go...and if i left nething out about the green day concert...let me know and ill add it!....hahaha!.....later!

GREEN DAY!

2005-04-19T19:53:22Z

GREEN DAY 2MORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!*****fuck yeah!******!